No one knows whatever I have written here these last 4 years.
People close to me and my therapist know only 10% of what I have written here.
Honestly I didn’t understand my story myself to say it to others.
Also.
People in my past always treated me like a doormat and silenced me whenever I tried speaking about something.
I was always used as a trash can by people to dump their trauma and trash.
But no one listened to me.
Anyway.
I didn’t know why people were speaking to me in a special way.
That was the crucial piece of the puzzle.
That’s why nothing was making sense.
When Nikita Metha told me why in 2022.
Everything clicked.
Only I knew the truth and I was desperate to say it.
I’ve said everything now.
There’s nothing left to say.
rachana rajan <3 