I guess Neethu is not speaking to me because she’s guilty for the way she treated me.
She didn’t support my youtube in the initial days and snapped at me.
She hypes up all her friends.
But she didn’t do it for me.
Maybe she thought I was cringe or because she didn’t want her friends to know that we are close.
Now that I’m insanely successful.
She doesn’t have the audacity to face me.
Also.
She knows that whatever she did to me was wrong.
The gaslighting incident.
The therapy incident.
Also.
When I told her about the crush.
She kept calling me fucking hot and called me home a couple of times.
But I didn’t go.
She doesn’t have the audacity to face me.
When someone does something wrong to you. They kinda tend to stop speaking to you.
Because they don’t have the ability to take accountability and apologise.
It hurts their ego in a way to face you.
Also.
Now that I’m insanely successful.
And they know for a fact that they treated me poorly and they were wrong.
It just makes them avoid you.
I fought for the friendship even though I’m not at fault.
But yeah.
She doesn’t care.
When someone doesn’t care.
Neither do I.
rachana rajan <3 