Note.

It’s the weather for cold showers again.

I’m extremely sick.

I don’t know how I’m holding on, tbh.

So are my parents.

I don’t have money for anything.

It’s just so tiring, frustrating and difficult to exist this way.

If I had an ETA it would have been easier to handle.

I’m fucking tired.

And my heart constantly aches.

I hope I don’t die because I’m not seeing a doctor when I’m this sick.