I want a normal and conventional life.
I want credit, convention, recognition and respect for my work.
This is my blood, sweat and tears.
I fucking deserve it.
I don’t want jokers to undermine me for an upper hand in the conversation ever again.
Most people are creepy fans with a leverage.
They take advantage of my helplessness.
They cross my boundaries and misbehave.
They are creepy fans but they don’t want to accept the fact that they are creepy fans.
Even if they are a copy of me.
And are reaping benefits from me.
They use gaslighting as a weapon against me.
It’s always handy.
They also gaslight for sadistic pleasure and false superiority.
Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan.
They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.
It’s all fun and games for them.
Some people have extreme cases of para social relationships with me.
They don’t understand NO.
They wouldn’t dare do that with anyone else.
But with me there’s absolutely no consequences.
I have already explained everything multiple times.
As long as I exist in this reality and double life.
Shit will continue forever and ever.
rachana rajan <3 