Note.

Teni was constantly trying to diminish my value and worth.

By saying things like my advices were not helping him and I’m not good.

Even though he was quoting my words on a daily basis and using my advices that I write here.

He didn’t want to accept the fact on a personal front because it was hurting his male ego to say it.

Also.

Because of the reality that I’m existing in.

It gives him the leverage to exert false superiority.

He was constantly acting to be nonchalant about the friendship and being extremely blunt.

Whenever I was trying to help him as a friend.

He called it “emotional rape.”

Which was a disgusting language.

He knows I was really funny.

Again.

He didn’t want to accept it because it hurts his male ego to accept that I’m good.

Yesterday he was trying to downplay the fact that I’m good at poetry.

But saying I’m not good.

It gives him kind of an ego boost to say things like this.

Because he can exert false superiority and downplay my value.

The reality that I’m existing in gives him the leverage to do so.

When I called out his shit yesterday.

He spoke in a way to suggest that I’m crazy and mentally ill.

I felt diminished and undervalued in the friendship.

Ending it was the right thing to do.

I’m not interested in feeding his male ego anymore.

Also, he crossed the line yesterday.

I tried being friends.

But this isn’t what I expect in a healthy friendship.

So it was a good bye.

Forever.