Ginny, my therapist kruti and Will.
Are the only people who treated me with respect and actually saw me for me.
And also.
Whom I was close to.
In my 34 years of life.
That’s why they are important to me.
There has been no one else.
I was close to them.
But they only know 10-20% of what I have written here.
Draco and I were close too.
But it was extremely toxic.
I was a doormat in that friendship. This is the only reason it lasted 10 years.
She doesn’t really know me that well. Even if we were close.
She probably knows 5% of what I have written here.
Everyone else in my life were casual friends, acquaintances, colleagues, neighbours, classmates, relatives.
Etc.
They barely knew me.
In fact they don’t know me at all.
They were surface level and shallow relationships/friendships.
DISCLAIMER:
If there’s someone out there who is going around claiming to be my “good friend” and that they know me etc.
You know it’s a lie.
People are bullshitting in front of the world.
Everything is theatrics.
Don’t believe anything you hear about me.
Good or bad.
(Yes, even good.)
Unless I say it.