Note.

I’m sorry that I keep repeating the same things like a crazy person.

I’m aware of it.

It’s just not easy existing in my shoes.

It’s so fucking hard to keep it together.

And wait this way.

Without an ETA and without any answers and with no one to speak about it to and with no money.

Also when I’m this sick.

Also constant heart ache because Ginny.

I’m this close to breaking down and having a meltdown.

This close.