I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name.
I’ve given irrefutable solid proofs.
The truth is already out long ago.
The liars are already in front of the world.
What more do you want?
I’ve already explained clearly why I used the analogy of chess.
I’m not the one playing the game.
I’m ending the game.
There’s a difference.
The devil is playing chess.
Voldemort paved the way and the death eaters effortlessly followed.
I’m ending the game.
It wasn’t my fucking idea to involve the world in my life.
I didn’t even know the world knew me till I watched Jawaan.
So you cannot doubt me for this.
My whole life I didn’t know what was going on.
Unless you tell me what’s happening.
I fucking wouldn’t know what’s happening.
I can’t read minds.
I kept asking Dumbledore why are people speaking to me in a special way.
I asked him again and again and again.
For a decade.
That was the crucial piece of the puzzle.
When Nikita Metha told me why in 2022.
Everything clicked.
I spoke to my therapist Rahul immediately.
He confirmed the truth.
After that I kept writing like I was possessed.
Only I knew the truth.
I was desperate to say it.
I had to fight through death and thunderstorms to say it.
I had only one goal.
I wanted to tell my side of the story.
I was laser focused on it.
Also.
Ginny is an entirely different person.
With a different mind and heart.
I cannot control her.
I never imagined she would fall in love with me.
I was on the verge of dying in 2023.
It’s because she fell in love with me that I didn’t die.
Otherwise I would have died in 2023 itself.
Also.
My throat was completely fucked.
If Doctor Mahesh Meda had not saved my life.
I would have died because of my throat in 2024.
I finished writing in August 2024.
Again I didn’t know that Ginny would want to marry me.
I thought she was engaged.
It’s because she said she wants to marry me that I didn’t die in 2024.
Also.
Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom saved my life.
If these things wouldn’t have happened.
I would have died in 2024 itself.
When I started writing.
I had a general vague idea of what I wanted to write.
But everything was impromptu and real time.
I finished writing in August 2024.
Everything that happened after that was impromptu and real time.
Because I didn’t see it coming.
So you can clearly understand that I’m good at what I do.
I didn’t know that I was framed.
Once I got to know that.
I was able to take control of the situation.
And I started giving proof.
Whatever proof that I’ve given you is impromptu and real time.
I went through insurmountable pain and suffering my whole life.
My life was sabotaged in the name of help and I was tortured in the name of empathy.
I was tortured inhumanly and I was on the verge of dying for more than a decade.
This is not a life anyone would choose voluntarily.
Just because I was able to clear my name and things worked out for me.
You cannot doubt me.
Because I have already cleared, proved and clarified everything.
I have gone to the root of the problem and explained every single miniscule thing.
Also.
I was not chasing success.
That wasn’t on my radar.
My only intention was to tell my side of the story.
Success is an added benefit.
Since I had a platform to address the world.
I’m good at certain things so I helped.
That’s it.
rachana rajan <3 