I don’t really speak about my personal life to anyone.
Even those close to me know only 10-20% of what I have written here.
A lot of unfair things happened to me on a large scale that no one knew about.
So it was important to say everything.
I’ve been writing here for the last 4 years to clear the immense misunderstandings and preconceived notions and the BS.
There’s nothing left to say.
I’ve cleared my name and proved my innocence and sanity.
Once I have a normal and conventional life.
I will be gatekeeping my personal life.
Because.
One.
My audience is humongous.
I’m addressing the entire world.
I don’t really feel comfortable speaking about my silly little life on a regular basis to the world.
It’s embarrassing and scrutinising and draining.
Also.
When people throw things on my face and cause a wildfire based on my personal preferences and likes and dislikes.
I’m unable to manage.
It’s not humane.
It sucks away the fun and beats the point.
I say something.
People hear something.
It becomes something else.
Two.
Creating content has become political.
My content is consumed by the world.
Which means all kinds of people read about my personal life.
Even people who don’t have good intentions.
I don’t really feel comfortable sharing my personal life details anymore.
Since I’ve already cleared my name and the battle is over.
I don’t think it’s necessary to share beyond this point.
Three.
I would like to maintain my originality.
I’ve shared everything.
But beyond this point it’s not necessary.
I would like my privacy and boundaries and personal space to be respected strictly.
Everyone is just a clone of me and my words.
It’s no longer healthy or flattering.
So yeah.
I will be retiring.
I will be gatekeeping my personal life.
I will be writing here only if I have something of value to add to the world.
If I need to clarify something.
Also.
If there’s any shady unethical behaviour from anyone. I’m going to be extremely vocal about it.
Apart from that my best bet is to stop.
To maintain my peace and harmony and sanity.
rachana rajan <3 