Note.

Today mom asked me to stop taking medicine for my throat if my throat is fixed.

I said “Mom I’m a grown up. I know.”

That kinda escalated into a tiny conflict.


Little context.

I have not been taking up therapy regularly since January 2025.

Because no money.

So I have all these emotions inside me which I have been trying my best to heal by myself.

I’ve been dealing with everything alone.

So sometimes I’m irritable and I end up feeling bad later on when I project that irritation.


That’s what happened with mom.

I brought up old things into the conversation.

We kinda sorted it out.

And spoke normally afterwards.

But I feel bad for bringing up old things into the conversation.

My parents are old so I don’t really feel good when there are silly arguments.

Even if it’s between mom and dad.

I always intervene and end it.