If it was any other person in my place, people would have taken action against that restaurant.
They would not have continuously stabbed that person.
Trust me when I say this.
Because it’s true.
Because it’s me, people do whatever shit they want and get away with it.
They are extremely unethical and unprofessional.
They behave really unconventionally around me.
People always have an upper hand with me at any given situation.
This is what I’m trying to change.
People need to realise that I expect respect and convention for what I have done and doing.
They need to understand that they can’t treat me this way.
Also, it’s not humanly possible for me to accept everyone I casually talk to in my life as my friends.
As I said, my mind is extremely weak. I’m not like other people.
I have trouble talking in groups as well.
Also, I’m not really looking for friends at the moment, as I explained in my previous blog.
If people like me because of my YouTube or blog, they can talk to me. Nothing wrong in it.
But every single person I interact with cannot be my friend, it’s not humanly possible for that to happen.
Whenever someone sees Taylor Swift, they approach her and talk to her because they like her and they feel like talking to her.
Taylor talks to them casually and it ends there.
It is exactly the same for me.
You need to learn to give me the same respect and space because I’m as famous as Taylor Swift.
People should realise this and their mistakes.
It is fucking wrong to control my life and take charge on what happens to me.
No one forces their place in Taylor’s life.
Even if they do, she exurts boundaries and people respect her boundaries and decisions.
Why do people have so much trouble respecting my boundaries and space?
Why are people finding it so hard to treat me with respect for what I have done?
Why are people not understanding that I’m the one who is hurt and what they are doing is utterly rubbish and wrong?
Because people have learnt to take advantage of me and use me.
That’s why I took the control in my hands and I’m refusing to share my gift till I get what I asked for.
Because I expect respect, convention, privacy and everything else like everyone else who is as big as me.
I refuse to be used.
Understand your fucking mistakes.
rachana rajan <3 