rachana rajan <3

I find the waitress at 46 really pretty and the way she speaks is nice, when she pauses she pouts which is cute.

Not just pretty, she is a good person too. She knows how to behave and she is friendly.

Honestly, I have nothing against her.

I’m just not looking for friends at the moment.

I don’t talk to anyone. I’m not even dating since a really long time.

Even if I see Taylor Swift in real, I can never speak to her. I have really bad anxiety sometimes and I’m kinda terrified to speak to celebrities.

I will never approach anyone. Not just celebrities, even other people.

I’m always just in my zone.

If I happen to come across someone and I keep seeing them multiple times and I feel comfortable around them, I start liking them as my friend.

When I feel a connection, I start to love them.

When someone approaches me, it’s really overwhelming and when I’m in my world at that time, it’s just too much to take.

I’m not like other famous people. I have problems.

I can never in my life address an audience and public speak.

I don’t like hanging out in groups.

I don’t think I can have a big wedding as well, if I ever get married.

My anxiety won’t allow all this.

The waitress at social is kinda nice. But she has certain behavioural issues.

I know I spoke harshly but she put me in immense immense trauma.

Whatever she did was too much to take.

They severed me spicey food when I had tonsils couple of months ago and when I was suffering from eating it, she looked at me and kept smiling.

She was enjoying looking at me suffer.

So many other things happened as well. I already told you.