Also, when I feel genuine love, care and friendship from someone, I will most definitely not let that person go because I know how precious and rare that is.
Since I haven’t felt that, I’m not going back.
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These people in the past are not reaching out to me because they don’t have the audacity to reach out to me and clear things.
Because they are well aware of what they did to me.
So they are speaking behind my back and making the world advocate for them by staying in the shadows.
This is betrayal on top of everything else that they did.
Instead of speaking behind my back and staying in the shadows, they should come forward and clear things if there is something to say.
They don’t have the fucking audacity to come forward so they are doing this shit.