Whenever I talk to someone, I forgive a lot of things and let things slide and keep loving them.
Till they cross the threshold and I go through enourmous suffering.
After I go through that suffering and heal from it.
No matter what happens I can never go back because it keeps hitting me like waves whenever I see them.
I can never ever unsee it when I see them.
I might fight for the relationship if there was something good to hold on to, after sometime has passed.
But with these people there was absolutely nothing and damage is irreversible.
I can never like them again.
I cannot fake it as well. I’m not that kinda person.