rachana rajan <3

I was friends with Kishore PC for a little while when I was at Askaban.

He was in my school group.

When I was speaking to him, he told me that they knew that I’m not capable of speaking or forming sentences.

He said that they knew I don’t talk in double meaning because I’m not capable.

I told him what happened with Voldemort that she told me she was speaking in half truths and she used to whisper in my ear.

He said she is a two faced bitch.

I was confused for years about what was happening because everyone I spoke to was speaking that way.

I was going mad.

I kept asking Dumbledore again and again and again why they were speaking that way. Since day one.

He said whatever is happening let it happen you take this medicine.

Dumbledore fucked up. I saw it on his face.

Later 2 years ago. I was speaking to my friend Nikita Metha.

She spoke the same way and then she said, “I’m just saying it’s okay to be that way.”

Then my therapist at that time said people are empathizing with you.

That’s when everything clicked.

I was trying my best to clear it after that, I was desperate to say what I knew and clear it.

I was going to die so many times but I was desperate to finish my story.

Because I know I’m innocent and I was desperate to tell it to the world.

I kept praying to God to keep me alive.

I was on the verge of dying so many times while writing here and doing YouTube.

But I was desperate to finish it.

I wanted the world to know what I knew.

Because no one knew.

I was in enourmous unimaginable pain for years and no one knew.