Mother was constantly torturing me since this started because she wanted me to suffer and die.
Father was constantly sexually assaulting me.
Mother was also extremely jealous and she was continuously stabbing me for a reaction to fuck sympathy.
Whenever I reacted, she would put on theatrics and the world hurts me for my reaction.
I was extremely suicidal.
When I met my friend and hugged him, he asked me if I want to be fingered and he kept lusting on me like a deranged hyena.
I tried making a friend in the apartment and he was lusting on me and kissed me without my consent.
I tried going to a crochet workshop and a woman started lusting on me and sexually assaulted me.
I tried going to crochet classes and I was mentally assaulted by the teacher.
I wanted some peace of mind so I went to a park near my house and the staff kept lusting on me and forcing me to go to her house and forcing friendship.
On top of all this, my throat was fucked and I was going to die.
I was also going through a heartbreak.
I was fired from my job because I reacted to inhuman torture.
The men that I was dating were constantly lusting on me and forcing me like a psychopath.
I was trying to prove myself and making content and everyone were making fun of me, calling me crazy, dumping unsolicited advices, and inhumanly taunting me.
Everyone were asking me to stop and mother asked me to delete my YouTube.
People were asking me to die constantly.
On top of all this, the world was continuously hurting me based on someone else’s manipulations, lies, assumptions, insecurities, jealousy, my reactions and retaliations.
….
In spite of all this,
I persisted and proved myself.
And when everything worked out for me, the world tortured me and wanted me dead based on a random stranger’s lies.
I went through hell to get here.
rachana rajan <3 