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I’m going mad after seeing Ginny’s Instagram profile picture.

My heart is beating wildly.

I’m physically unwell.

I just can’t.

She’s so fucking beautiful.

I can’t.

I miss her so much.

I can literally feel my blood rushing inside me.

My hands and legs are going numb.

I cannot handle this distance.

I miss her.

Also, I’m sick.

I’m just so fucking fed up.

Today I fought with mom for a few minutes.

Since I have not been speaking much this year.

My tongue started hurting after I fought with mom for a few minutes.

I’m forgetting how to speak.

I’ve lost that flow.

Speaking is so exhausting.