I’m going mad after seeing Ginny’s Instagram profile picture.
My heart is beating wildly.
I’m physically unwell.
I just can’t.
She’s so fucking beautiful.
I can’t.
I miss her so much.
I can literally feel my blood rushing inside me.
My hands and legs are going numb.
I cannot handle this distance.
I miss her.
Also, I’m sick.
I’m just so fucking fed up.
Today I fought with mom for a few minutes.
Since I have not been speaking much this year.
My tongue started hurting after I fought with mom for a few minutes.
I’m forgetting how to speak.
I’ve lost that flow.
Speaking is so exhausting.