Note.

I was going to die multiple times between August 2024 and October 2024.

If Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom had not saved my life.

I would have been dead.

They are entirely different people with a different heart and mind.

I cannot control them.

They saved my life on their own free will.

Ginny said she wants to marry me on her own free will August 2024.

She is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind.

I cannot control her.

I thought she was she was engaged.

If I knew Pettigrew lied about me in August 2024.

I would have spoken the truth on day one itself.

So the lyrics of mastermind by Taylor Swift, “It was always a design cause I’m a mastermind”.

does not fucking apply here.