Note.

I clearly said to Dumbledore on day one itself.

Voldemort is speaking about me.

I asked him,

“Why are people speaking to me that way?”


If I knew why.

I would have explained what Voldemort did on day one itself.

But people ganged up and silenced me.

They said I’m sick.

That’s why I’m asking that question.


I went through insurmountable pain and suffering for more than a decade.

I was on the verge of dying.

On top of that I was tortured inhumanly.

Psychologically, physically, mentally and sexually.

No one will choose what I went through willingly.

I couldn’t understand what was happening.

I didn’t understand my story myself.

I accepted that I’m sick.


I was on the verge of dying and I kept repeating the same question to Dumbledore.

Again and again and again.

That was the crucial piece of the puzzle.


When Nikita Metha told me why in 2022.

Everything clicked.

I immediately spoke to my therapist Rahul.

He confirmed the truth.


Only I knew the truth.

I was desperate to say it.

It was a life or death situation.

I had to fight through death and thunderstorms to say it.

I’ve said it now.