I clearly said to Dumbledore on day one itself.
Voldemort is speaking about me.
I asked him,
“Why are people speaking to me that way?”
If I knew why.
I would have explained what Voldemort did on day one itself.
But people ganged up and silenced me.
They said I’m sick.
That’s why I’m asking that question.
I went through insurmountable pain and suffering for more than a decade.
I was on the verge of dying.
On top of that I was tortured inhumanly.
Psychologically, physically, mentally and sexually.
No one will choose what I went through willingly.
I couldn’t understand what was happening.
I didn’t understand my story myself.
I accepted that I’m sick.
I was on the verge of dying and I kept repeating the same question to Dumbledore.
Again and again and again.
That was the crucial piece of the puzzle.
When Nikita Metha told me why in 2022.
Everything clicked.
I immediately spoke to my therapist Rahul.
He confirmed the truth.
Only I knew the truth.
I was desperate to say it.
It was a life or death situation.
I had to fight through death and thunderstorms to say it.
I’ve said it now.