I’ve been thinking about Teni’s betrayal.
Whatever he did says everything about him.
And nothing about me.
My success was making him feel inferior.
He was downplaying my value and worth to exert false superiority.
So that he can protect his fragile ego.
This shows how insecure he really is.
It doesn’t say anything about me.
Because I know who I am and what I bring to the table.
I know my value and worth.
I’m clear about it.
I was clear about my boundaries.
When we started speaking, he told me he wouldn’t cross it.
That’s why I spoke to him.
I trusted him and stayed.
He kept testing my boundaries.
And lashed out each time I reaffirmed it.
This shows a lack of emotional maturity.
In the end.
He played stupid games.
Whatever he did was a breach of trust and loyalty.
This shows what kind of a person he really is.
It has nothing to do with me.
When he crossed my threshold.
I ended things.
But whatever happened left me feeling hurt, angry and disappointed.
I’ve finally made peace with those thoughts.
I hope he heals.
I hope he works on himself.
He is not my enemy or anything.
But I just don’t think I will ever go back.
Because each time has been a shipwreck.
rachana rajan <3 