rachana rajan <3

I know she’s reading this.

I love you. There hasn’t been a day that you haven’t crossed my mind.

I miss you so much it hurts.

My heart aches and aches and aches.

All the time.

I miss you.

I still see you when I close my eyes.

I hope you still feel the same as you did the last time we spoke.

It’s been so long.

I don’t know where you are.

If I had money I would book the next flight to Canada and stand outside your window with a blue french horn.

I don’t know how to find you though.

I think you simply said that you are engaged right?

I was going to die and so many things were happening back then.

I didn’t have time to think things through.

When my throat was finally fixed, I reached out.

But then.

All this legal battle is so stupid.

Everything could have been cleared with an open one on one conversation.

But it got tangled and dragged for over a decade.

And now it’s untangled.

But with casualties and BS.