rachana rajan <3

I’m feeling really bitter and salty.

Waiting this way.

That’s why I was ranting about the book community and random people in India getting perks because of me.

I’m unable to think straight.

I wake up everyday with storms raging inside my head.

I cannot go on like this.

I’m unable to calm down sometimes.

It gets too heavy.

I go for walks.

Listen to music.

Press my lips together and bite the inside part of my lips. (I got this habit after August 2024, unfortunately.)

Sometimes I masturbate to cool down even though I’m not really in the mood.

Please just end this.

At least someone give me an ETA.

I don’t know why I’m being kept in the dark.

I hope this gets over before my birthday.