I don’t feel good anymore.
My mind and body is fucked.
I need to speak to my therapist.
I need to see a doctor and a dentist.
I’m feeling really bitter and salty.
Sometimes when I open Instagram, I start projecting.
So I close it.
I don’t know.
I’m just a lump.
An unattractive and beaten up lump.
I hope this gets over before my birthday.