rachana rajan <3

I was going on dates back to back between October 2022 and June 2023.

But I was not interested in dating anyone.

When I was rejecting them.

Ginny said that she doesn’t love me and she will never love me in the future as well.

It was a clear no.

I was rejecting them because I was in love with her.

I just couldn’t.

Also.

It never felt right with anyone else.

I saw her every time I closed my eyes.

I kept thinking I’d rather have a lablel less relationship with Ginny.

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She confessed her love in June 2023.

I stopped dating after that.

When I was rejecting men after that.

Ginny was telling me that she’s engaged.

I was meeting men for emotional support.

That’s it.

I wasn’t interested in anyone.

I haven’t kissed anyone after she said she loves me.

Also. I was extremely sick.

I was going to die because of my throat.

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After my throat was finally fixed in june 2024.

I immediately texted Ginny.

She asked me to text her after one month.

I waited for one month.

That’s when I got the rose tattoo.

I texted her after a month.

And things worked out for me.

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Then shit happened in August 2024.

I’ve been fighting relentlessly since.