Note.

Below are the names of people who have turned me on.

(In order)

  1. Anurag Alva.
  2. Shruthi Ren.
  3. Milan Mehta
  4. Will Newman.
  5. Avinash.
  6. Neethu.
  7. Chinthu.Ginny Weasley.
  8. Ginny Weasley.
  9. Symran.
  10. Keerthana.
  11. Few random women on bumble.
  12. Abhit Gowda.
  13. Lesli.
  14. Krishna.

My crushes on them were feeble and temporary and only online.

I have felt like having sex with and had strong feelings only for Will and Ginny.

Because I’m demisexual.

I got turned on while kissing Chinthu, Abhit and Lesli.

Because I was taking the additional medicine at that time.

It was feeble and temporary.

My crushes on women were only online and feeble and temporary.


I stopped taking the additional medicine in the beginning of 2023.

I stopped dating after Ginny confessed her love in June 2023.

I wasn’t interested.

Also, I was extremely sick and going to die because of my throat.

I have not felt horny after I stopped the additional medicine.

I was/am in love with Ginny because my heart feels even if I’m not horny.


I made the list below in February 2024 before meeting Pettigrew.

Before meeting Pettigrew I used to call Keerthana as Umbridge.

(You can check the date.)

Some things I forgot to tell you.