When Nikita Metha told me why people are speaking to me in a special way at the end of 2022.
Everything clicked.
I immediately spoke to my therapist Rahul.
He confirmed the truth.
Only I knew the truth.
I was desperate to say it.
I knew something was happening.
I didn’t know what it was.
I started writing on my blog.
I had a vague idea of what I wanted to write.
But everything was impromptu and real time.
My parents were torturing me without mercy.
Because they wanted me to suffer and die.
Mother was also extremely jealous.
She was constantly trying to bring me down.
Every single time something happens.
People would gang up and start torturing me.
Based on lies and manipulations.
And call it karma.
The world was constantly torturing me.
And reacting to every single thing that was happening in my life.
Everyone I was speaking to was attacking me.
My company was torturing me.
Mother was constantly stabbing me without mercy for a reaction.
When I reacted.
She would put on theatrics and fake cry.
Based on her reaction father was constantly sexually assaulting me.
The world was also torturing me.
I was going through a terrible heartbreak.
The men I was meeting on dates were constantly making it sexual.
It was awful.
In the mid of 2023.
I fell sick.
My throat was completely fucked.
Doctors kept calling it as panic attack.
Finally I got to know it’s tonsils.
But it wasn’t getting better.
rachana rajan <3 