The aggressive stalker won’t aggressively stalk and pounce on any other women in the apartment.
But he feels it’s okay to do it with me.
The waiters won’t misbehave with any other customers.
But they feel it’s okay to do it with me.
Because with me?
There’s absolutely no consequences.
Most people are creepy fans.
Because of the reality and double life that I’m existing in they have a leverage.
Most people suck.
They lack empathy and remorse.
Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan.
They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.
It’s all fun and games for them.
They are creepy fans but they don’t want to accept the fact that they are creepy fans.
They know they can gaslight me without any consequences.
So they take things one step further and do it intentionally and unnecessarily.
To undermine me for an upper hand in the conversation.
They are creepy fans with a leverage.
Not only do they cross my boundaries and misbehave with me.
But they also intentionally gaslight me.
To undermine me.