I feel really bitter and angry.
I don’t know.
I don’t feel good at all.
My mind, body, teeth, everything is fucked.
I feel like shit.
I feel so unattractive.
I’ve lost so much weight.
My feelings for Ginny are dormant most of the time.
I don’t feel good anymore.
I need to speak to my therapist.
I cannot handle it alone.
I don’t have any other choice.
So I’m holding on.
I’m barely holding on, tbh.