Note.

I feel really bitter and angry.

I don’t know.

I don’t feel good at all.

My mind, body, teeth, everything is fucked.

I feel like shit.

I feel so unattractive.

I’ve lost so much weight.

My feelings for Ginny are dormant most of the time.

I don’t feel good anymore.

I need to speak to my therapist.

I cannot handle it alone.

I don’t have any other choice.

So I’m holding on.

I’m barely holding on, tbh.