rachana rajan <3

9.23 pm.

I think about death sometimes.

I don’t know why but I do.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been sick since a year.

I hope it’s nothing majorly serious.

I’ve been on the verge of dying most of my life.

Also to quote Khaleesi.

So many people have tried to kill me.

So yeah.

Death is an old friend.

Now that I have proved my innocence and sanity.

I’m okay with dying.

But not yet.

Not now.

I want normal with her.

I want to give my parents a comfortable life.

That’s it.

That’s all I want.

I’ve never had any big dreams.

When I started youtube.

I was aiming for a community of 2 lakh subscribers.

I never imagined that the world was watching.

Never dreamt of it.

After I got to know.

I didn’t have time to process anything.

I was busy fighting till now.

It was a life or death situation.

Now that the battle is over.

The reality is slowly sinking in.

idk man.

It’s been crazy.