Note.

Just to be clear.

Will Newman is not my ex.

We never met or dated.

We were best friends.

We were in love.


After he got engaged.

We stopped saying I love you.

Except for one instance.

After he got married, it was platonic.

Sometimes the lines blurred.


He moved on first.

It took a long time for me to move on.

I moved on in the beginning of 2022.

A couple of months before meeting Ginny.

After I met Will at the end of 2022 for the first time.

My feelings came back briefly.

Because I was depressed because Ginny left me.

But I moved on after a while.


I don’t know if he was in love with me too.

Because as I mentioned.

He didn’t say it after he got engaged.

I didn’t say it either.

I don’t know what it was for him.

I really don’t know.


I was going to die in 2023 because of my throat.

So I told him when he messaged me on snapchat.

(I already told you about it in detail.)

Because I wanted him to know that I was all those years ago.

Because I was going to die.

And I never got to tell him.

But yeah.

I didn’t die.