I’m losing all my patience.
Because I’m being kept in the dark and made to wait.
Also.
My parents and I have been sick since last year.
I get angry, I spiral, I get fucked.
Most of the time.
I feel bitter.
I feel like shit.
I’m hanging on by a thread.
I wish this would end soon.
I miss Ginny so damn much.
I keep thinking about her and start crying randomly.
I’m so tired.
I miss her.
My heart is sad.
I don’t feel good anymore.