Note.

I’m losing all my patience.

Because I’m being kept in the dark and made to wait.

Also.

My parents and I have been sick since last year.

I get angry, I spiral, I get fucked.

Most of the time.

I feel bitter.

I feel like shit.

I’m hanging on by a thread.

I wish this would end soon.

I miss Ginny so damn much.

I keep thinking about her and start crying randomly.

I’m so tired.

I miss her.

My heart is sad.

I don’t feel good anymore.