Note.

Will Newman, my therapist Kruti and Ginny.

Are the only people who saw me.

For me.

Who actually saw me.

Whom I connected with and who cared about me.

With them respect was/is always on the table.

There has been no one else in my 35 years of life.

No one else.


I’ve had an extremely social life.

I’ve spoken to and texted countless people.

But very few people whom I’ve connected with.

Very few friends.

I don’t use the word friend loosely.

Because there has been no one worthy of that word.

Friend is a valuable word.

It weighs in gold.


People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason.