Note.

Pooja Saunshimath was also a sex addict.

She was addicted to reading explicit smutty fanfiction.

She used to make everyone read it.

It’s because of her I read a few during my 11th and 12th.

After that.

I stopped and moved on.

Pooja used to describe in detail the reactions of people whom she made to read them.

How they get turned on and what they do. etc.


Pooja was also extremely fake.

She was a two face bitch.

She used to project to people that she is an innocent flimsy delicate girl.

But the reality was different.


One day I went to her cousin Nidhi’s house with her.

We started taking up the questionnaire on Facebook.

Ashwin Srinivas started texting Nidhi on orkut. (it was a social media back then)

They started playfully abusing each other.

Nidhi kept asking for words.

I said “motherfucker”.

(I had heard that word in Avril Lavigne’s song.)

Nidhi sent that.


Ashwin took the literal meaning of the word.

He got angry and started sending really disgusting cuss words.

Pooja texted him and said, text on Rachana’s page.

Suddenly Nitish texted Nidhi.

Pooja asked her to text him that.

She started to cry and ran inside the bedroom and she is not coming out.

Nidhi texted exactly that.

But Pooja was sitting next to us completely fine.


After that incident the next day.

Pooja sent Ashwin Srinivas a long message explaining a fake scenario.

I didn’t ask.

I didn’t bother explaining.

I just ignored the whole thing.


Because firstly I hated Ashwin Srinivas.

He used to constantly call me ugly and abuse me.

He used to pester me for an “introduction” to my girl friends.

All the bloody time.

I never liked him.

I cared as a friend because he was a part of the friend group.

That’s it.


After a year I suppose.

We met for a movie.

Voldemort, Kishore, Nitish, Ashwin Srinivas, Sowmya and I.

That’s the group.

I think Voldemort explained to Ashwin why I said that word.

Because I was close to only Voldemort.

She was my best friend since high school.

I didn’t care much about others.

Ashwin was constantly throwing around the word motherfucker.

I figured Voldemort explained.


I didn’t know how to speak back then.

I didn’t know anything much about the world.

I used to rely heavily on Voldemort.

I couldn’t function without her.