I had a casual friend in the US.
Her name is Anusha Patil.
She was my colleague in Askaban.
We started texting on Instagram when she was in the US and became friends.
We would text every now and then.
During Covid we started getting kind of close.
I don’t really open up much to anyone.
So I would not say close.
But kinda.
We would speak on call as well.
It was going fine.
The only topics she speaks about are the personal life details of everyone she knows.
She doesn’t really talk about anything else.
I would give her advices sometimes.
She would too.
I think she used to talk about my personal life details to her friends as well.
I was suspicious.
Because that’s all this woman used to talk to me about.
We would also speak about the men we used to date.
It was going fine.
In 2023.
When the shit was going on.
She started calling me negative intentionally.
She also started gaslighting me intentionally.
The whole world was attacking me back then.
I asked her not to gaslight me.
I said that twice for good measure.
After that she ghosted me.
When I spoke to her again.
She indirectly taunted me by saying.
I was repeating the same things again and again like a broken record.
I got hurt.
But I let it slide.
We didn’t speak after that.
I called her after sometime had passed.
We spoke casually.
One day when I called her.
She taunted me indirectly saying that.
I’m negative and she already knew that I was bisexual before I came out.
She said, “you get to know right”.
After that call.
I had a panic attack and cried badly.
I spoke to my therapist and broke down.
When I confronted Anusha.
She said it was a misunderstanding.
But she didn’t apologise or try to make it better.
If she had misunderstandings.
This isn’t how you address it.
After that it was over.
I texted her once after sometime had passed.
She taunted indirectly saying that.
She’s not interested in speaking to me.
She’s replying just because I keep texting her.
After that I blocked her.
I sent her a DM recently on Instagram giving back to her and blocked her.
I DMed her saying.
“look at a mirror and understand what you are before blaming innocent people for liking your face.
You are so fucking negative the only thing you do is talk about personal life details of people you know.”
That was the end.
rachana rajan <3 