When I rejected Pettigrew verbally.
I said to her, “I’m sorry, I don’t make friends easily.
I don’t trust anyone easily.”
She accepted herself.
“I approach people and just start talking and call them friends.
I guess you don’t do that.”
I said, “Yes, don’t feel bad”.
I lightly patted her shoulder.
I ended it peacefully.
She didn’t show any sign of conflict.
The next time I went there she approached me again.
Even after I made it extremely clear that I was not interested.
That’s when she attacked me.
She clearly knows we are not friends.
We barely spoke.
The only thing I spoke to her about is trees, coffee, laptop and weather.
I also asked her random questions.
Because she’s not my friend.
She was forcing it.
I have never shared anything with this person.
I have never opened up.
There was no friendship.
The only thing I asked her to do was take my picture.
She stuck to me like a parasite and leech.
Her energy was completely off since day one.
I was constantly pushing her.