Note.

I’ve tried weed just 2 times btw.

I hated it both times.

I hate it so much.


I smoked only for a month.

After that I haven’t looked back.

I hate it.

I hate it so much.


I’ve had sex only with Psycho divorcee.

5 times.

I hated it.

I hate it so much.

I regret it to this day.

Because I wanted my first time to be special and with the one I love.

I did it because he said he wants to marry me.

I never liked him.

After Will got married.

I gave up and lowered my standards.

That’s why I dated him.

Anyway.


I’ve kissed a bunch of men.

I don’t know how many.

Because I haven’t counted.

Honestly I don’t even remember most of their names.

It’s all a blur.


I started drinking during my last semester of college.

It’s always been Scotch.

I used to love it so much.

The smell. The taste.

Then I switched to wine.

I love that too.

I’ve been sober since December 2022.

I feel so good mentally and physically.

My body feels great after I stopped drinking.


I stopped eating meat in 2023.

I rarely eat it.

Again my body feels so damn good.

One of the best decisions I’ve made is to stop alcohol and meat.