Psycho divorcee used to put hair oil and coconut oil in my vagina.
I said no.
Because it was burning.
He got angry and shouted saying I don’t know anything.
Because I have no experience.
I was a virgin and also I never finger.
Also I wasn’t turned on.
So having sex with me was a task.
It wasn’t going in.
To top it off.
He is a psychopath with anger issues.
So I went through hell.
I was innocent and naive.
I didn’t know I could just break up with him.
I never thought of it.
I was new to the dating scene.
Anyway.
I hated the whole experience of sex.
He was my only experience.
I have not done it with anyone else.
Because I have never felt like it.
rachana rajan <3 