During the incident with Bellatrix.
When he sexually assaulted me multiple times and raped me.
My brain wasn’t developed.
I didn’t know anything about the world.
I didn’t know what was sexual assault, rape, blow job, dating. etc.
I just kept crying all the time because he was hurting me.
I didn’t know that I could just say no.
After the rape.
Bellatrix suddenly started calling me his “bestfriend”.
He asked me to stop going to his house.
And started ignoring me mostly.
After what happened.
I cried continuously for a year every day at Askaban.
I was lost in my own world.
I used to watch the songs of Moana almost every day.
I would also watch the YouTuber Lilly Singh.
Taylor Swift’s concert videos and other stuff like that.
After a year.
I read an article online about marital rape.
That’s when I understood what exactly happened.
After that I blocked Bellatrix.
I didn’t tell anyone what happened.
I told Draco and Keerthana after I quit Askaban.
Keerthana called it champagne problem.
After that I finally moved on.
rachana rajan <3 