Note.

When I was continuously sexually assaulted by the public.

I didn’t tell anyone.

The only person I mentioned it to was Dumbledore.

It happened around the same time.


I’m good at giving a blow job.

Because Bellatrix trained me by showing me videos.

I don’t enjoy it.

Nor do I like it.

He used me as much as he could in the name of love.

After that he left me to die.


Back then.

I had extreme abandonment and attachment issues.

Because of what happened with Voldemort.

Hence I stayed with him.

No matter how much he was hurting me.

I couldn’t understand that he was using me.

Because he was saying words like “I love you” and “bestfriend”.