rachana rajan <3

I miss Ginny so much.

Whenever I think about her.

My heart does a little somersault.

My feelings are mostly dormant these days.

So a little.

I’m kinda fucked mentally and physically.

I don’t feel good anymore.

I feel like shit.

I’m losing my patience.

Because I’m being kept in the dark and I’m waiting.

I’m taunted and questioned about the same things everyday.

Without money to take care of my basic expenses and even talk to my therapist.

When I’m already successful.

It’s not easy to exist this way, tbh.

It’s taking a toll on me mentally and physically.

I’ve lost a lot of weight.

I look like shit.