Whenever I say something.
People search the past records to see if someone had said something similar or even vaguely similar.
Then they resurface that quote or piece of work.
Even though it’s my words that are making the impact and difference.
Whatever was said in the past was incospicuous and a completely different context.
Do you know how annoying this whole thing is?
I want a fucking normal life.
I want the credit, convention, recognition and respect for my work.
It’s my words and ideas that everyone is copying.
Everyone is literally my clone.
I’m being kept in the dark.
I’m being tortured inhumanly and scrutinized and made to repeat the same bloody things every single day.
I’m suffering existing in this reality and double life.
Without money for my basic expenses and needs since January 2025.
Without money to speak to my therapist.
Everyone I’m speaking to is playing twisted games.
Everyone speaking to my family is playing twisted games.
My family keeps giving me hell every now and then.
The truth is already out many months ago.
What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?
I already have too much on my plate.
On top of that.
The book community and the aggressive stalker is setting my plate on fire.
What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?
rachana rajan <3 