Note.

He is the first person I was in love with.

The first person I wanted to have sex with.

First person I wanted to marry.

But we never met.

Then he got married.


When we met at the end of 2022.

The only thing we did was shake hands.

I didn’t even look at him properly.

He is married.

So yeah.

It didn’t feel right.


Ginny said to me she can never love me.

I was depressed AF.

So after I met Will Newman for the first time.

We got really close.

My feelings came back briefly.

Then we kinda stopped speaking at the beginning of 2023.

Because of the shit that was going on in my life.

He blocked me.

I moved on.