Note.

He messaged me on snapchat at the end of 2023.

On eras tour movie day.


I was going to die because of my throat.

So I texted him.

“I love you both, I’m sorry.”

After that I immediately removed him as a friend from snapchat.


I said that because I was going to die because of my throat.

It was in the past tense.

Not present.

I wanted him to know that I was.

All those years ago when we were speaking.

Because we stopped saying it after he got engaged.

So he didn’t know it.


But I didn’t die.

So yeah.