I fucked up my friendship with Will Newman because I wanted clarity.
I asked him things that.
don’t really have any answers.
he cannot answer.
isn’t right in any way to bring up at this point.
Why did I do that?
Aaaaah.
I lost my best friend.
I don’t know if he’ll speak to me ever again.
I don’t know.
I value our friendship.
More than these stupid questions and this stupid fight.
I was projecting.
I was digging up fossils that were buried 100 years ago.
I was being a dick.
How can I make it better?
What can I do to make it better?
I don’t know.
I apologised like 100 times.