Note.

I fucked up my friendship with Will Newman because I wanted clarity.


I asked him things that.

don’t really have any answers.

he cannot answer.

isn’t right in any way to bring up at this point.


Why did I do that?

Aaaaah.

I lost my best friend.

I don’t know if he’ll speak to me ever again.

I don’t know.


I value our friendship.

More than these stupid questions and this stupid fight.


I was projecting.

I was digging up fossils that were buried 100 years ago.

I was being a dick.


How can I make it better?

What can I do to make it better?

I don’t know.

I apologised like 100 times.