Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan.
It’s all fun and games for them.
They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.
They always smile uncontrollably.
Because of the reality that I’m existing in.
They have a leverage.
They know they can gaslight me without any consequences.
So they take things one step further.
They do it intentionally and unnecessarily.
Without the context of the conversation.
They are doing it for sadistic pleasure, false superiority and as a weapon to provoke and rage bait.
We are all adults here.
People clearly know and understand what they are doing.
There are no misunderstandings or mistakes.
As long as I exist this way.
Shit will continue forever and ever.
Tomorrow there can be another Pettigrew.
For sure.
Right now I’m helpless and vulnerable.
I have already explained every single thing.
I have explained the complexities of existing in this reality and double life in detail.
