Whenever my mom cries and has a meltdown over stupid things.
I say to her.
“Please don’t be dramatic”.
I say it often.
I guess I’m being a hypocrite by calling out Nikita’s choice of words.
I need to stop saying that to my mom.
Because it’s really hurtful to hear that word when I’m communicating my pain.
I didn’t really want the fallout to happen with Nikita.
Because I actually like her (as my friend).
Aah.
One thing led to another.
We blocked each other.
I guess there’s no going back now.
When I read the words.
“dramatic, not normal, don’t have time to read, overreacting.”
Together.
With an “lol” that was out of place and didn’t really soften the blow.
I had a sensory overload and started shaking badly.
Literally.
I responded and blocked.
Out of self preservation.
