Note.

When Anna at crotchet workshop sexually assaulted me by touching my upper thigh again and again.

My body froze.

She also gaslighted me intentionally and unnecessarily on top of it.

I had a panic attack after coming back home.

I was in a lot of trauma.


She did that because I had written on my blog that I get turned on when Ginny does that.

She has an extreme case of a para social relationship with me.

She knew sensitive information and took advantage of it.

She is a monster.


The next day after I woke up.

I was trying to process what happened.

I got slightly turned on.

I wasn’t really interested in her.

I wasn’t interested in doing anything with her.

My upper thigh is sensitive and a weak spot.

No one has touched me there other than Ginny.

I don’t know the reason why that happened.


I asked AI.

Apparently it’s called “arousal non-concordance”.

So yeah.

The sexual assault is still valid.


I wasn’t withholding this information.

So many things happened to me.

It’s really difficult to remember and write every single thing.

I say things as I remember them.