When Anna at crotchet workshop sexually assaulted me by touching my upper thigh again and again.
My body froze.
She also gaslighted me intentionally and unnecessarily on top of it.
I had a panic attack after coming back home.
I was in a lot of trauma.
She did that because I had written on my blog that I get turned on when Ginny does that.
She has an extreme case of a para social relationship with me.
She knew sensitive information and took advantage of it.
She is a monster.
The next day after I woke up.
I was trying to process what happened.
I got slightly turned on.
I wasn’t really interested in her.
I wasn’t interested in doing anything with her.
My upper thigh is sensitive and a weak spot.
No one has touched me there other than Ginny.
I don’t know the reason why that happened.
I asked AI.
Apparently it’s called “arousal non-concordance”.
So yeah.
The sexual assault is still valid.
I wasn’t withholding this information.
So many things happened to me.
It’s really difficult to remember and write every single thing.
I say things as I remember them.