The friendship break up with Teni Thomas has been on my mind since the conflict happened.
I thought about it a couple of times.
And yes, he did fuck up.
But then, he was honest about it.
When I asked his intentions.
He was vulnerable and admitted that he did that because I was on a higher ground and he wanted to be on an even ground.
I couldn’t handle it.
Because gaslighting sends me into a sensory overload.
So it crashed and burned.
And we blocked each other.
I tried reaching out a couple of times from my second instagram account.
Because I missed speaking to him.
But then I spoke openly about his infidelity here.
So I just didn’t know how to face him again.
I didn’t do anything wrong on paper but I was guilty about it.
I’m no one to judge him because I have bodies in the attic too.
Rajamma aunty sent onam pictures to my mom.
I saw a picture of Teni with Jane.
So I figured things are good with them.
Being open about his infidelity here didn’t affect his relationship.
Now that there has been some distance and space.
There’s also clarity.
So I downloaded telegram app yesterday and texted him.
He was happy to hear from me.
He was cool about everything.
We rekindled the friendship.
