I think this will be over soon.
I will also be retiring very soon.
I’m actually losing it.
It’s really difficult to exist this way and wait.
Also repeat the same bloody things every single day for years together.
And all the gaslighting, betrayals and harassment.
It fucks you up badly.
I’m so tired.
Also.
Maanas I miss you so much. I think about you everyday.
All I want to do is hug you.
And not let go.
My heart aches so much.
I love you Maanas.
