Continued.

Will Newman blocked me in the beginning of 2023.

After that I moved on for good.


Anyway.

After Ginny fell in love with me in June 2023.

I stopped dating.

I haven’t kissed anyone after that.

I also had no feelings for anyone else.

It has been just her.

I was meeting people for emotional support that’s it.

Because I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something extremely serious.

I was going to die.

I was also being tortured inhumanly from every corner.

So yeah.


I did get turned on by a few random people online since 2023.

It was feeble and temporary.

And only online.

It wasn’t a crush.

I didn’t really have any feelings for anyone else.

Other than Ginny.


Random people like Charlie Puth, Zendaya, the tattoo shop guy Krishna, Sydney Sweeney.

I think that’s it.

I wouldn’t call it a crush.